Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Sooo "Hangry"!!!

Day 2 down and I am absolutely STARVING!!!  These smoothies are startin' to get old - FAST!!  And don't even get me started on the chlorophyll!  BLECH! I ended up pouring half of it down the sink this morning.  I just could not make my mind and my will be on the same page!! It's not that it tastes bad or anything.  There is barely any taste at all. But it's GREEN!!  It is definitely psycho semantic.  BUT perception is reality so... I think we are going to have to skip that part for the rest of the detox.  I hope I am not making a huge mistake.  :(. I really wanted to quit tonight and get some baked chicken (Mmmm... The thought makes my mouth water), but when I asked drill sergeant Swaney about it, she told me to suck it up and drink yet ANOTHER friggin' protein shake!  Dang it!! I am all "shook" out, I tell ya!  :(. On a side note, the blueberry shake tastes the best to me, but apparently I have NO friends at work because they let me walk around ALL DAY with blueberry pieces in my teeth!!  I went to the bathroom and when I was washing my hands, I looked in the mirror and about had a heart attack!!  I swear!  I had a dot in every crevice practically!  TOTALLY DISGUSTING!!  It literally took me like 10 minutes to fish every little dot out of my teeth!  :( thanks, guys!! Mean it! :(

To add to my misery, I barely made it to the last 30 minutes of workout tonight.  Before joining the group I had to weigh and I friggin' gained THREE pounds!!  Gained!!!   I am soooo mad!!! I am totally working' my butt off here (literally) and I don't have time for gains.  I am skeptical of this detox.  I can't wait to get back on my 1200 calorie diet!  And be able to take more than ONE class a day!  I did end up at the track tonight.  I am not weak or sick at all on this diet.  Just bored and HUNGRY.  Lol!

Well, I think I will go to bed now so I can dream about swimming in a big vat of Rocky Road ice cream!  YUMM!!!  Whatever works, ya know?




With the new day comes new strength and new thoughts.



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